The other day I was talking to a friend and we were talking
about being open to talking with people.
I had to confess that I am really not good with being open and sharing
what I think. What I really noticed
though is I am very open to sharing what I am feeling here on my blog page
though. Maybe it’s because I am not
face to face. I have always been one to
keep my relationships with people at a arms length distance. I have always been afraid that if they got to
know me they would I guess not like me.
Maybe that’s why I am so guarded in sharing or talking one on one with
people. So I have decided that I am
going to make an effort into changing that area in my life.
The other day I was really thinking of how I missed working
my last job. It is so interesting I
remember when I first started traveling I really was apprehensive. I was pretty sure that I was not going to
like all the traveling and being away from home. After a few months I really started to like
the traveling. As I look back on it I
met the coolest people and made some of my best friends through the
traveling. I think that’s what I really
miss about not working my last job.
There still is that part of me that feels lost because I still have not
found a job yet. It is funny how we
define ourselves a lot by the job we work.
It is forcing me to have to redefine myself a little. Sometimes it is hard to take a good hard
honest look at ourselves. My may not
like what we see.
Our
babies are getting pretty big. The sure
have not been enjoying the hot rainy weather that we have been having lately. Tonight they were enjoying the cooler evening weather after I moved their coop to fresh grass.
After all the rain we have had the last few days I finally was able to mow the yard that so badly needed it. People probably think Im crazy when they drive by and see me smiling while I mow. I really enjoy the mower and it just puts me in a happy place when I mow.
